Soo, I know I haven’t posted a new blog in a really long time. I’ve had a lot going on and a lot more starting.
Senior year is starting just a week away. I’m full of mixed emotions. Happy, sad, excited, anxious, but most of all.. thrilled. I’m thrilled to find out what I have ahead of me for college, and what I have in store beyond that point. Just like every other up coming senior I have the worries and anxiety of where I’m going to go to college, what I’m going to major in, how far away from home do I want to be, and how is what I do in that time going to benefit me in the way that will better me in the long run.
I know that I want to play golf, but I just don’t know who for. There are a couple of colleges and universities here in Florida that I’m interesting in, and then there are a few out of state. So now it’s just a matter of my making myself noticed and contacting those coaches. It’s a work in progress.
Other than that, I’m beyond stoked for senior year. The fact that I’m only going to be here a year longer is not only starting to hit me, but it’s starting to hit my grandma as well. The other day her and I were out on the porch talking like we use to. We got to talking about how when I was 4 or 5, when I woke up I would immediately go out on the porch to find my grandma rocking in those very same rockers that we were in. I would curl up in her lap with my blankie and listen to the birds chirp. We relived this moment for a little bit then I asked her if she thought that I could still sit in her lap. Her response was absolutely priceless. “Hell no! What do I look like to you? The Jolly Green Giant?!” Keep in mind that I am 5’11” and 189 pounds. Bahaha. Needless to say, I saw her point. We sit there a little longer, and I glance over at her to see a small tear streaming down her face. I asked her what was wrong and she proceeded to say that it was finally starting to hit her that I was graduating high school this year, and I’m the first one out of her children and grand children to ever graduate from high school and go on to college. THIS, meant the world to me. I knew then that I couldn’t let her down. I owe this to her for everything she has done for me in my lifetime. Needless to say, with the right amount of will power anything is possible.